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muses on a whim

Woot! I'm finally studying:D:D:D Nothing inspired me to such an act; i guess my body's finally waking up to the idea of a potential FAIL which it doesn't want to see, so is trying to proact in defense [hehe, is there such a word? oh well]. The church conference was great cause' i got to see my crush and we finally had a proper talk. Not talk as in wow-great-weather-ey kind of fluff but a real talk over supper in a hall with about 50 other ppl, about anything that popped up. He's a true sweetheart ..funny, sweet, straightforward, honest, attentive,..etcetera.``I'm in love ``:D`` I'm willing to give this thing 5 years as 23 is the age our brains are fully developed-apparently. If we're not together by then, it's a cue to move on:P

Ick i'm losing the motivation to study again. It's a constant problem when you're surrounded by yummy food, shops and miscellaneous junk. I just want to go out and take advantage of all the end of financial year sales before they burn out. And i had a nice chat with grandma this morning which left me with nothing but the desire to daydream again. She's planning to take me to the 3 dream capitals of china next month besides my hometown: hongkong, shanghai and some other really cool place. I dunno how we're going to cover so many places in just 3 weeks, but i'd be just as happy to sweep the floor or knit or cook or treasure hunt through the place i called home-and still do-for the first 5.5 years of my life. It's more than enough for me to just spend time with 2 superparents who mean the world to me. I also need to learn how to knit and sew off them! such priceless skills :D along with cooking, but recipe books are a pinch to learn off. Sewing books are a nightmare.

ooooh the weather's really really pretty outside. I'm going for a walk as soon as the sun decides to hide for half an hour behind a cloud or something.. after all this study on equilibrium and thermodynamics, my body needs to rejuvenate!!! I think i've eaten too much. And not enough exercise *grumbles* if only my sweetheart was here; the sight of him and his smile is enough to turn me into a sweating, bumbling-but happy-little beetle. I now know the difference, between a best friend and a love. If john walked thru the door at a time when i was upset, it'll probably take him 3 hours to cheer me up. But if my love did, without effort it'd take about 3 milliseconds to achieve the same effect. An idea inspired off jimmy, to credit him:) alright enough brain drain.. off to dream some more -and study of course.

posted by "/umin @ 7:11 AM